because i need to post XD
because i need to post XD
I think I might’ve made one of these before and deleted it because it sucked, but I promise you, this one sucks less 😂
I should’ve recorded in landscape mode lmao
It’s actually 11:40 PM, so not quite midnight yet, but it probably will be by the time I finish writing this post XD
The full moon is out tonight, it’s shining REALLY bright, like, seriously. I looked outside earlier and legitimately thought the sun hadn’t gone all the way down yet.
The shoddy camera on my phone doesn’t do it justice lol
The energy out here is really nice and clear and quiet. I have a blanket spread out on the ground like a mattress and another one wrapped around me, and there’s this cool, gentle breeze blowing against my back and it feels awesome ❤
I always wanted to sleep outside, but every time I tried I would chicken out and go back in the house before I could fall asleep. Hopefully this time I’ll be able to go through with it 😂
-omg there’s this tree in my yard that looks like a broccoli-
Earlier I was scrolling through Instagram for a totally acceptable amount of time *koff*two hours*koff*, and I discovered this super cool insta called @nostalgicacts. (lmao I sounded like a mommy blogger in that last sentence) I may or may not addicted to it now lol
Anyway, they post memes and video snippets from old shows like Zac and Cody, That’s so Raven, Victorious, Wizards of Waverly Place, etc., and honestly tho guys, the nostalgia is real. I wasn’t allowed to watch those kind of shows a lot as a little kid (just at my grandparents house), so the memories I have of them are all good ones, like eating Thanksgiving dinner with my cousins while watching Jessie.
You guys might have noticed, but lately I’ve been trying to write longer, more entertaining posts. Not sure about the entertaining part, but they’re definitely longer :’D
Woah it’s almost 12:30 already, have I really been writing for 50 minutes??
I really hate how the enter key and the backspace key are right next to each other on a phone keyboard. Like, sometimes I’ll be texting my friends and I type something stupid and go to erase it, AND IT FLIPPIN SENDS INSTEAD. Seriously, it’s either one of the worst design flaws ever, or someone wanted to majorly troll anyone that’s ever owned a mobile phone.
Sorry for that little micro-rant lol, I just get such anxiety when texting that I’ll accidentally send some dumb reply and all my friends will start secretly resenting me for being dumb, even tho I know that’s implausible because my friends are awesome 😂
SpEaKiNg Of FrIeNdS (transitions, yo), is it just me, or is it easier to talk to online friends than Irl ones? Maybe it’s because there’s a nice little anonimity cushion there, or the comfort of knowing you won’t have to interact awkwardly in real life if you embarass yourself around them, but I just find myself more comfortable talking about a lot of personal things with people who haven’t talked to me face to face.
By the way, Ella, I know I don’t say this a lot because I can be an awkward potatoe at times, but I really appreciate your friendship, and the fact that we can relate so well to each other, despite and also because of our mutual awkwardness 😂❤
That might be a bit jumbled, I should probably sleep soon XD
Hi and welcome to this post thing! Have some cookies 🍪🍪🍪
As I might have mentioned and/or complained about numerous times before, I’m slightly shorter than the average bear (I mean who isn’t they’re like 9 feet tall). But the thing is, I’m actually not that short for my age, so I don’t exactly know why I make such a big point of talking about it 😂 (I’m like 5’1 lmao)
So I tried to think of some actual, legitimate problems with being 5’1 to justify all my complaining because otherwise I’ll feel like a whiney birch (pardoneze moi french). It was actually pretty hard because when I really think about it, I don’t have a lot of height-related issues.
Anyway, After scrounging my brain, I did think of like two mildly annoying things.
Firstly, when you’re sort of short, you don’t really have the advantages of being a legitimate pancake (like being able to fit into super smol spaces), or those of a giant (tol person powers yo), you’re just a tiny bit shorter than most other people.
Plus, and this is more of just a general short person thing, when you gain even a tiny bit of weight it shows, so like 5 pounds can make a difference with whether you look big or small.
However, there are some advantages to it as well (see, I’m not just negative)…
1. Pretty much all normal-sized guys are taller than you but not in like a weird way that makes it look like they’re your dad and you’re a little kid when you’re out together. (I know that doesnt sound like and actual thing that happens, but trust me, it is and it’s weird)
2. You can be on top of the people-pyramid if you’re a cheerleader which I am not but the idea of it is still pretty cool.
3. You can climb even a small tree and it still feels like you’re a billion miles in the air.
4. Rule of four 😂
Okay so I kind of strayed off the topic of kinda short people and more into the waters of smol beans and such 😂
On another note, I’ll probably be posting a new Midnight Musings, sometime in the next two weeks, and you guys seem to really like those, so there’s that to look forward to!
I actually got my sleep schedule back in order a few days ago, so I’ll have to pull a late-nighter to write it, which I’d say is pretty ironic considering I created it because I needed something to do when I couldn’t sleep :’D
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this post, it was a little all over the place, but that’s kinda my thing, right?
G’night guys! ~Grace
You know that feeling when you’re thinking about life and stuff and you kind of just become aware of your existence and start sort of start drifting off in your head?
It’s super trippy
Hi! I know I already posted today but something weird caught my attention so I just had to talk about it. Some of you -might- have noticed, but all of my posts between August and March were deleted.
They weren’t deleted by me though, so I don’t know what happened. Luckily, they weren’t permanently deleted, just in trash folder. U n f o r t u n a t e l y, When I restored them they turned into drafts, so if I want to have those 20-odd posts up on my blog I’ll have to post them again.
All the likes, comments and views, gone.
All the conversations.
I have no idea how this happened, and I’m starting to think it’s just a glitch, but I can’t be sure. Do you guys see it too?
The only explanations I can think of besides that are:
1. One of my brothers did it out of spite.
2. They were deleted by someone I gave admin access to.
Except neither of those really make much sense because my brother’s don’t really have extensive knowledge of my blog other than that I have one, and can’t think of a reason why anyone with the clearance to delete my posts would do it.
I suppose it happened for a reason, even if I can’t think of one. I tend to try to see the positive side of things ~despite what my older posts might indicate~ so who knows, maybe it’s so I can get a fresh start or something :’D
Anyway, if any of you guys notice some of my posts missing, that’s why.
Also P.S. I’m still sick and my nose is trying to murder me
Hi guys! I can’t remember when I posted last, although it doesn’t feel like it’s been more than a week or so, so I think I’m good :’D
Welcome to my new series, Midnight Musings! These posts will essentially be the same as my other ones but, you know, longer and written in the middle of the night. I mean, most of my posts are written in the middle of the night, but these will be exclusively written in the middle of the night.
Anyways, I’ve had the idea for this series floating around in my head for a couple months, but I haven’t gotten around to actually writing anything out until now. Recently I stumbled upon Aboutmyawkwardworld’s series, Midnight Talks (it’s really entertaining by the way, I’d seriously recommend that you check it out!), and it reminded me of my idea.
It’s currently 3:30 AM where I live, which is a little after midnight but I think it still counts, right?
I’ve been sick with what I think might be a cold for the past couple of days -i t h u r t s t o s w a l l o w c r i- which sucks. There’s like this huge pile of tissues next to me and I’m kind of dreading when I have to pick them up and put them in the trash lol. Being outside helps with it a little though (the sickness, not the tissue pile) which is nice, I think it has something to do with the cold air. Technically I’m not outside right now, but I feel better when I am.
It’s weird, I was just thinking a few days ago, a lot of people are scared of the dark (sometimes including moi), right? But darkness is sort of the natural state of everything, isn’t it? Okay that sounded creepier than I meant it to. What I’m saying is, if there wasn’t a big-ass star conveniently located a few million miles away, we wouldn’t even know about the existence of light, and it would be a paradox in which no one is afraid of the dark because they don’t have anything else to compare it to.
I mean if I’m gonna get technical about it we wouldn’t exist in that alternate universe either cause Earth wouldn’t be livable, but let’s not split hairs.
Behind my house we have this little “garden” composed of pretty trees and shrubs our landlord planted, and there’s this rusty old green swinging bench all covered in peeling green paint. When I’m stressed out or angry, I sit out on the bench wrapped up in a blanket or one of my hoodies and just swing and look at the stars until I feel better. It’s a great place if I need to cry too, cause it’s blocked off from the house by a big brick column so you can’t see it from the kitchen window.
I read somewhere that if we all looked at the stars more, there would be a lot less anger and sadness in the world, and I really believe that it’s true. I can’t exactly explain why, but it’s sort of therapeutic in a way.
Look at the stars once in a while guys, seriously
So I made a Patreon
The reason I did that is I’m currently working towards raising the money to purchase some tools to help me make higher quality art (a Cintique, Photoshop, art classes, you get the picture), because at some point I’m going to start doing digital/graphic design art as a part-time job -plus I wanna make better art for you guys-, and I wanna get a head start on that as soon as I can, cause why not? (Also, my fam’s moving soon, and I think some extra money wouldn’t hurt with that)
Patrons get (mostly) exclusive access to art I don’t post anywhere, WIP’s (which are sometimes better than the finished piece lol), and sneak peeks at comics and animatons/animatics I’m working on, plus they get the first look at any art I post online, period
If you’d rather commission me than see art I make for myself, you can order anything from a colorless portrait to a full body piece of your character- complete with a background- over on my fiverr –> Winterfrost333
No pressure to donate or become a patron or anything, I’m just putting this here in case one of you has a long lost uncle that randomly died and gave u all of his money or something so u can afford to pay me to art
ik you guys aren’t exactly following me for my art, but if it’s any smol consolation I’ll probably post my stories on there too mebe
idk if that makes it better or worse XD oh yeah, and if I raise enough money I’ll also be able to get a good editing program so I can start making animation videos.
Anyways, sry for the shameless self promo and spam, bai~
Doods do dis
it’s delightfully torturous