Awkward Situations

So I’d say I’ve had my fair share of awkward situations for someone who only goes out 3 times a month. *cough* Well I mean some of these were over the internet but yeah they definitely still count as awkward…

  1. AWKWARD SITCHIATION NUMBAH UNO, A.K.A. I’m having an anxiety attack because I couldn’t get my fucking backpack

Last week when I was at me frens house I wanted to get something out of my backpack, which was in the other room, so I went “Hey, I’ll be back in a sec, I wanna show you something.” So I went out into the hallway and almost got to the other room, but their great grandma was just sitting in the middle of the hallway in her wheelchair, blocking the doorway.
She was inching slowly towards the room I just came out of, and she refused to let anyone help her (Not that I would’ve been able to help much, since I was standing in front of her and would’ve had to climb over her to reach the handles).
So I was essentially trapped, with my only option being go back without my backpack and wait 10 or so minutes for granny to get out of the hall. I know it sounds simple but it was extremely stressful, okay! I edged my way awkwardly back into the room and plopped myself down inconspiculously.
So yeah it ended fine but my damned social anxiety blew it way out of proportion so I was basically cowering in fear for like 15 seconds cause I was scared someone would notice I didn’t actually bring anything back and would ask what it was I wanted to show them. Logical, I know.

2. AWKWARD MOMENT NUMBER DUI, A.K.A. Crap they saw my sketchpad I have no friends anymore

Happened on the same day as the first one ^

My friends asked to look through one of my drawing pads
and I
It was extremely stressful okay you have no idea what it’s like unless you’re an artist. I literally ripped out a few drawings first cause hell naw I ain’t lettin’ anyone see my 3 AM couldn’t-sleep-drunk-on-sleep-deprivation-don’t-have-an-eraser-deserves-to-be-burned-in-fire anatomy sketches.
Of course they still saw this dumb comic I made that probably made them think I was a fucking weirdo but we’ll get to that another day. Or never.

3. AWKWARD THING NUMBAR TRI, A.K.A. How the hell am I suppose to interpret this

SO my friend and I were textng yesterday and I jokingly went “lol is it weird we talk more on here than in real life?”
and she replied “yes it is”
I just replied with a thumbs up emoji. I totally handled it well. I need cookies and hugs now.
Yeh I got over it afterwards lol anxiety fucking sucks tho
Just to be clear I’m pretty sure none of those were actually that bad, but at the times of them happening, I felt really panicked and awkward and kind of wanted to curl up into a ball and hide in my hoodie. Unfortunately my hoodie was sitting in the clothes basket all the way on the other side of my room so I had to make due without. I’m so brave.
Also I relate to this meme on a spiritual level
I’ve even go the same face and everything. My self image is very healthy lol
Anyway, hasta la pasta my dudes


Hola buenos dias and all that *le wavey wave*


I was wondering

Have you guys ever heard of empaths? If you don’t know what empaths are, they’re basically people who feel the emotions of anyone near them as if they were their own. They sort of absorb negative emotions like sponges. Like if you meet one when you’re upset, you’ll start feeling better and they’ll feel worse. (they can also feel positive emotions but not as strongly) Totally awesome right very cool very cool


I sort of found out I’m an empath like last week

So I went over to my friends house for Thanksgiving on Thursday, and all their relatives and stuff were there. Remember how a few posts ago I said my friends were having some family problems (someone kinda went to jail and stoof…) I could feel that. As soon as I set foot in the house, the hidden anger and confusion and sadness of 28 people hit me hard in the pit of my stomach. It made me feel pysically sick.

Everyone was smiling and laughing and telling jokes, but I could feel the negativity emenating from them and being drawn to me like a fucking magnet. I was trembling the whole time cause of how intense it was. It was fricken awesome lemme tell ya. Anyway, the next morning I literally had to cry for an hour to release all the aweful emotions I had sponged up at their house, I didn’t even feel sad, just bottled up like there was something trapped inside me.

After a little while of wondering what the fricken hecc happened to me, I did some digging and found out about empaths, and suddenly, everything clicked. All the stuff I read matched up perfectly with how I had been feeling. Here are the articles, by the way…
There were a few more but I can’t find them X’D

Oh yeah, at first I thought I had social anxiety (which is what I had been attributing my problems with public places to), but it doesn’t really mesh properly, since I lack some of the key components of social anxiety, such as being rejected earlier in life, and I only feel ‘anxious’ around certain people. 

So overall that was… An uncomfortable experience that made me feel sick and didn’t let me have fun with my friends, but I did some research and there’s a lot of things empaths can do to filter out other peoples emotions in a healthy way that doesn’t involve crying your eyes out for an hour everytime you see someone who’s going through a rough patch, which can be useful for people like me who don’t like feeling like crap all the time for no reason.

Anyway, lol sorry for the long post, lots of stuff to talked about

I am switching blogzzzz


I have decided to make My Inexplicably Long Site Title mah new blog. Why? Because I am having a mid-life crisis……

My mom also deleted my blog because she found swearing in something i posted like a year ago. BUUT dis means I won’t have to go ‘UGH i need to post on Grace’s bloggggg so many blogggssss i need to post on’. PLUS dis site wont be ded anymore. CUS I’LL BE HERE OH YEAH

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Not entirely sure what to talk about now….. SO. TV SHOW TIME

Now, normally I would be talking about The Office (best show ever btw) buuuuuut I finished it a while ago (cried so hard on the last episode they made it so happy-sad)


SO today I will be talking about a show called

*drumroll plz*


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Yes, yes it’s a show about lawyers. Yes i know, what am I doing watching a show about lawyers. I know.

But I’m telling you, it’s GOOD. watch it. now. just drop whatever you’re doing and go watch it.

So there’s a law firm, Pearson-Hardman, and there’s a lawyer at the firm called Harvey Specter, and there’s a kid (not kid to ME but everyone in the show calls him a kid. idk he’s like 20-something) called Mike Ross. I totally just pulled those names out of my head btw you should be proud of me. I would explain it more but I’m really just too lazy for dat, and I wouldn’t want to ruin it for you if you decide to watch it.


I’m telling you tho.


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Harvey (he’s old which is sad but he’s still good-looking)

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Donna (secretary and mah FAVE CHARACTER AAAAH SHE IS SO PRETTY ((and guys im not gay okay I can just appreciate good-looking people)))

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I love her hair I wish MY hair looked like that…..

Jessica (de boss)

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Rachel (de paralegal whatever that means) she jus got married to somebody called Henry. People keep saying it on the radio which is ANNOYING I MEAN JUST PLAY MUSIC GAWD but it’s still vewwy nice for her

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And dere went 15 minutes of mah precious time. Well spent, I should think.

Welp, can’t think of what else to talk about (except for school, of course, but I ain’t gonna bore you with dat topic). I start guitar lessons today and I’m really worried because I haven’t practiced ALL SUMMER (there’s no lessons during summer) so when my teacher asks me if I practiced guitar this summer I’m gonna have to be like 😀 wellllll about thaaaaat.

AAAAAND i start GYMNASTICS on Thursday. yey. I don’t actually WANT to go to gymnastics because, hey, socializing with people my age, but since I’m not going to taekwondo anymore (sobbysob), I have to do something for PE. Which means gymnastics. Maybe I’m over-reacting and its gonna be great but I JUST REALLY HATE NEW THINGS THAT INVOLVE PEOPLE. Like when I started taekwondo I almost died. There’s just something about people that scares me.

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Me thinks this is teh longest post I’ve ever posted on dis site XD

And now I’m actually out of things to say so





OMG I’m Tired| NaNoWriMo Snippets

Ello ello my fellow toiling NaNoWriMoer’s!

Wow. It’s already November. There’s less than 2 months till Christmas :O I can’t wait bc I’m finally gonna get a phone on Christmas-

Omg Grace you’re 13 how do you not have a phone yet

*shushes you* shush I’m in a good mood today don’t ruin it IMG_20171102_014445_365

Moving on…

I mean technically Thanksgiving is closer than Christmas but I’m not looking forward to it as much bc since I’m vegan I can’t eat most of the traditional Thanksgiving dishes at my family’s thankgiving party thing.

Guess which ones I can eat?


Cranberry Sauce

Green Beans

Unfortunately I’m extremely picky so I don’t like any of those XD

Oh well, I’m still glad I won’t be eating any animals.:D


#Goals for November|

  1. Finish NaNoWriMo
  2. Figure out how to do a vegan Thanksgiving
  3. Finally check out the library in my town
  4. Post weekly updates on my Nano Novels
  5. Post more in general
  6. Befriend that cat that keeps coming around
  7. Improve my drawing skillz
  8. Reach 250 watchers on Deviantart

At the end of November I’m gonna take a look at this list and see how many of the things I’ve accomplished. Hopefully I’ll be a able to tick off at least a  few of them XD

NaNoWriMo Stuff~


I wrote for like 3-4 hours today, I’m so tired XD tenor

When I asked Ghost to collab with me:IMG_20171102_014356_841

This is why we’re friends, Ghost XD

When Ella asked me to collab with her I was like:IMG_20171102_014325_180


Novel #1 Word Count Goal: 50,000

Words written: 3,644

Novel #2 Word Count Goal: 20,000

Words written: 329

Usually around this point in plotting out a story I start to slowly giving up, but I’m actually doing pretty good now. I guess writing with someone else gives you extra motivation to actually finish XD

Me and Ella are actually thinking of making a series together called ‘Plantsers’ or something like that XD (a combination of ‘plotters’ and ‘pantsers’ also a play on the fact that we’re both vegan/plant eaters XD) (We actually say some pretty funny stuff when we’re writing tho, especially when we’re tired and “drunk” on adrenaline XD) But we didn’t talk about it much so we might not do it XD




If you made it this far have a cookie XD

#Snippets|Novel #1|Me+Ella Collab|

“Okay, how did you find me?”

“Er, that’s kind of a long story…” Tess said, slightly blushing. “So when we were kids, I was kind of the—you know—like, motherly figure in our relationship. I always wanted to make sure you were safe and know where you were… So I… I created this tracker that I put in this necklace for your birthday. Well, you know. The necklace. That you’re wearing right now, there it is.” She points to a necklace that’s barely shown beneath Hayden’s shirt. “I bought that necklace for your seventh birthday, and crafted this tracker that I embedded in it… Wait, why am I telling you this?”

At this point, Hayden is staring at Tess.

“Seriously?” Hayden says.

“Yeah… sorry.” Tess says, looking a little abashed.

“Huh. Wow. Okay… That’s… Yeah.” Hayden says, surprised.

“I’m really sorry, I know it was kind of an invasion of your privacy, but I didn’t have any other way, I just wanted to make sure you were safe. And it worked out in the end, right? I wouldn’t have been able to find you without it.”

“That’s… Yeah, that’s okay. I get it.” Hayden spaces out for a moment. “Wait, Tess?”


“Why did you come here?”

“Well… I… I can’t really tell you that.”


#Snippets|Novel #2|Me+The_Great_Awesome Collab|

I look down the snowy hill. Repositioning myself, I quickly finish snapping my boots to my snowboard. Relishing the cold air for a moment longer, I push myself up and start rolling towards the start of the hill.

“Ember, wait up!” my twin Seth calls from behind me. “Just because you’re ready doesn’t mean I am.” I sigh and awkwardly turn around.

“Yeah well then hurry up, Seth! I want to get this hill done before we have to leave.” Starting to inch forward again, I push my dark, blue streaked hair out of my eyes.

Living in southern Georgia, we had come to Canada for winter break to check out the ski hills. I was loving every minute of it. We had lived here until Seth and I were 13, and even though we were 15 now, snowboarding was an art we would never forget.

As soon as Seth gets up, I hop forward until I’m moving smoothly again. Soon Seth pulls up beside me and we start down the hill.

The wind whips against my face, blowing into my nose open mouth and filling my lungs with sweet mountain air. I let my emotions bubble up and release them in a single yell.

WOOP, I hope you guys liked those XD

If you’re doing NaNoWriMo, Tell me how you’re doing so far! If you’re tired, join the club! If you want more snippets, comment! 😀


Also commonly known as Halloween XD

Anyway, I’m currently working on 2 collabs for NaNoWriMo, one with Ella and one with The_Great_Awesome. They’re both going pretty good imo, Ella’s and mine is almost out of the planning stage 😀 

So expect a few chapters from those maybe XD


But seriously I’d highly reccommend colabbing with someone for NaNoWriMo, it evens out the workload and it really helps to have a second opinion when you’re brainstorming 😀

Yo btw whatchu guys doing for Halloween? I’m just sitting at home and eating candy and watching the new episode of The Middle XD